So last Saturday I had written this long posting on my iPhone App and just when I was ready to post, it crashed and lost my entire post!

I haven’t been up to much, I’ve been falling back into my well-known slump of not knowing what to do with myself. I think in theory it’s easy to make friends, but in reality it requires a lot more work! I think many times when I go out and try to meet people (not in bars, different activities) I find out they already have a group of friends they have had for a long time and don’t really want to branch out too much. That’s the one thing I miss about Europe, I was able to meet people easily and they seemed to be much more open about letting you into their lives.

I think it’s also harder as a single girl. Guys have so many more opportunities that won’t be construed a different meaning, it’s exhausting to try and just be straight with someone as a girl!

Anyways, enough about my problems. I’m waiting to hear back from a job interview that asked me back for a second one, but they’ve yet to schedule it. It will probably come sometime next week.

I’m looking forward to finally working again..don’t get me wrong, I love having the month off! But there comes a time when, if you don’t have friends available to distract you, it can get pretty boring. So I’ve been thinking about how to keep myself busy. I’m definitely a play first, work later kind of person. I struggle with it constantly, and I’m sure it will show quite a bit of maturity when I finally understand how to manage it. This is why I feel like the best way to ease myself off it is to find a job I  actually enjoy a lot and don’t feel like I’m sitting there taking my SAT’s again. haha.

Too bad you can’t be paid to be a consumer =)

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